One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
My brother wont be here for christmas
That I'll never be good enough for myself. And no one else will be good enough for me.
My ex boyfriend told me how shit i am as a person.
I realized that plenty of people around me aren't that good as they seem. And I feel really sad because good people that were kind to others all of their lives are suffered by that people. They never deserved that, but yet, they still suffer and it never ends.
We all kids are told that we should be good, kind and generous, and this isn't working somehow in "adult world". I'm really sad because most of us in important moments forget these lessons we learned at childhood. Including some people in my family, and that hurts me most.
One thing I feel sad about today is that I have no direciton for my life. The future looms over me like some kind of monster, and I feel helpless to do anything about it
Being lonely and left out, even with more than enough friends to go off of.
That I feel like my sadness is invalid. I live a privileged life compared to a lot of others but I cannot seem to enjoy it. Nothing has happened to me to make me sad, I just am.
@buffyrose23 I can relate to that. I often feel like I'm not allowed to feel anything other than happiness or fake happiness. Like that's preferred over real feelings and emotions.
@buffyrose23 something i struggle with also..
I'm feeling a bit down since the days are shorter. The shorter days may make me susceptible to negative thinking, and then I also find that the Holidays also compound the effects. It is just my least favorite season of the year.
Remembering things I wish I could forget.
I felt lonely today and I really miss my ex girlfriend. But I bought books to cheer me up!
