One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
I am feeling sad today because someone online tried to convince me to kill myself
@xxCosmo
whats wrong with people ????
you have many people who loves you !!!
Today I feel sad about everything. I dont know why am still here to be honest. Not even gonna lie; this website hasnt helped me very much. Ive been using it for 6 months now. But maybe its just me. I was refered to Redbridge CAHMS and was given a date to attend my firt meeting back in April. Which I was not taken to as my mum said only crazy people go there and that it would go on my school record that am crazy and that no school would accept me.
On the bright side I learned things about myself that I didnt know like ; am crazy and selfish.
Can't wait for it all to be over to be honest been depressed for the past 4 years and only got help 6 months ago. As I manage to hide my cuts for 4 years but just gave in and asked my school for help because ; it was getting rediculous and out of hand. Should have kept my mouth shut and not said anything though clearly. The Goal Of All Life Is Death.
I just ask anyone on here not to let depression win and that there are people and friends and family that it would effect greatly. Put yourself in the shoes of your friend when they find out your gone. Don't do it. I know am being a hyprocrite but this is different trust me. Because there are people who actually want to help you, you are entitled to help. Am not an adult I cant book appointments for myself and basically no one wants to help me is what the last 4 years have proven,.
@intelligentLake2402
i dont know how old you are but depression is no joke and especially having to endure it in middle or high school. Im sorry you feel so alone and hopeless. I had depression at 13/14 and tried to end it all, i got help after and still felt like it was pointless. I found someone that loved me and totally chaned everything for me. My depression has been back for the past 7 months and its the worst feeling in the world. Some days i have ok days but the majority are really bad. I sometimes find myself thinking i want to end it all but then I'll go outside and the little things will remind me that life can still be good. Anyway, my point is you shouldn't give up on yourself. Sometimes youre the only one that can pull yourself out of that deep dark hole you're in but it'll make you stronger. You're not alone, theres people who love you even if they dont know the pain you're going through. ❤️
the fact that I can't muster the courage to talk to the one I love, just because I'm seen as the weird one. I see her everyday , but I can't let out a single word.
@Writerthinker We can speak.
@LivingTangerine312001 I feel extremely uncomfortable around people. I want to be involved, yet my tongue and demeanor lets me down.
That what I want with my heart, doesn't always match up with I want with my brain, or even soul. The moments where they do align do not happen often, however they are well worth the wait.
English and literature has been "my thing" for a really long time, but I've been out of high school for a year and a half and haven't gone to college yet. I met up with a friend today who is an English major, and hearing her talk about all the books she's read and all the things she's writing made me realize how much I've slipped. It was a slap in the face of how much of a failure I am. The one damm thing that I had, I realize that I don't actually have.
@LilaKenn
Just because you haven't gone to college does not mean that you've lost your one thing! You seem to be exceptionally smart, and I bet you could fill volumes and volumes with what you love about English and Literature. As cliche as is sounds, comparison is the thief of joy. Read books, write journals, fill notebooks with poetry that no one but you will read, start a blog, get into silly arguments about whether Mr. Darcy is better than Mr. Rochester, and know that no matter where you go or what you do, you will carry all the books you've ever read with you in your heart and sould and mind. Read books, love books, write, and know that no one can take that away from you. Much love and happy reading, my friend!
@StarshipCaptainCami thank you so much ❤️ your reply means a lot, truly.
(And Mr. Darcy all the way 😉)
One thing I am feeling sad about today is I'm 25 and my life is on the fast track to rock bottom with no light in sight... 😭😭😭
University is so expensive for me.
That no one loves me. Romantically. Everyone just tries to sleep with me and leave me and I let it happen. I feel disgusted with myself.
@Emptyinside187
im so sorry to hear that. one day you'll find the one. don't let it happen next time, unless you know that they love you, and you trust them.
@xxCosmo I express my love and feelings thru sex and intimacy and people take advantage of it and I've hit my breaking point. I'm determined to do better
@Emptyinside187
i bet that you will do better. don't let them get to you.
I feel sad because my current boyfriend is very emotionally attached to me and might hurt himself and me if i hurt him. I have been questioning the fact that im starting to be more attracted to girls then boys. Im afraid of how he will take it...
How there's nobody around that truly understands me. I feel like I'm annoying everyone because I'm complaining or that they just don't care about what's going on with me because they want to talk about themselves.
