One thing I am feeling sad about today is....{share here}
One thing I am feeling sad about today is how poorly I showed my appreciation for my ex girlfriend when we were still together. My depression would get the best of me and she would get the brunt of all my negative emotions. We've been apart for nearly six months and not a day goes by that I don't think of her and regret the way I treated her.
One thing I am feeling sad about today is...
My lack of comunication with friends. Due to the differences in our schedules it is diffcult to talk to them for the sake of talking. But starting a conversation is terrifying, despite me talking to everybody and participating the talk to avoid the awkward silences. I don't really have anybody, I feel awkward and lonely. I don't have that one best friend that you would live for, that they would die for you. I don't have a friend that I can really confide in. I don't have anybody to confide in.
@Writtenincrayon I feel you, when we stopped having classes together my friends stopped returning my texts. I never felt important to them, and I genuinely crave a close friend as well.
My inability to speak up for myself
Not getting enough sleep, my life revolving around going to class, work, and studying. As well as not being my crushes "type"
Hi - cried most of the night, it finally hit me that she does not care for me in that way. I was such a disappointment in her life that for the first time in a long while she actually is free. I'm not jealous by nature but recently feel consumed with it for her. How do I let go without crumbling ? How do I handle seeing or knowing that she is out in the arms of another. ..... She heard me cry last night and took me into her bed. I missed her so much, to feel her body next to me, that was my comfort. I asked her to hold me just one more time and that moment in 6 months did I feel safe. But just like that and after I was calm, I had to return to the other room. How do I let go ......
Its so true in life we regret the things we have done only after the people closest to us are gone. Before I met my wife I had a few selected friends and family that I kept close to my heart...... The hole was huge and she filled it in a heartbeat, its back again and I don't see it being full again. I'm so sad there is no other way to describe it
im sad today because i cant understand why i give people my all and everyone takes me for granted
why should i care about what happens to others when no body does that for me.
One thing I am feeling sad about today is that every time I look in the mirror, all I see is fat.
@Kitten4 hii don't feel sad about that .u can do anything if u see fat behind your skin😀 .u see fat because u want to see that .don't ashamed of your body that is what u r.how u look doesn't matter what matters is that who u r.. Im with u .I'm sure u look beautiful.
@genuineSunshine67 thank you, but I've been like this for over two years. I don't think I can stop those thoughts any time soon
@Kitten4 u can do it u need a positive support and I will support u .
@genuineSunshine67 I just don't understand how these thoughts are just gonna go away. It doesn't make sense
One thing I am feeling sad about today is how all the support rooms are acting like one person and their problem at a time. I had to vent alone in a room. No one responded because no one was there. It felt great to do that. But at the same time people come here to talk to others... And I really needed a group of people to talk to. But I kept getting ignored! I have been therr helping a lot of people and more than 1 at a time.
@peachSpring7339 I understand u
@genuineSunshine67 thank you. It just really hurt. I am now crying over it because I got pushed to the side. (If you want to see it its in the member support lighthearted room)
@peachSpring7339 don't worry .I'm with u and don't think that much negative
@genuineSunshine67 thank you so much! Its been a rough night for me.
@peachSpring7339u can talk to one to one
One thing I feel sad about today is when everybody hates that I exist and wish that I just don't anymore, well I think that maybe i shouldn't have ever anyway.
I'm feeling sad today because I'm absolutely exhausted all the time. I'm never excited for anything anymore. These are supposed to be the most exciting years of my life yet I never look forward to waking up in the morning.