One word to describe how I feel today is....
One word to describe how I feel today is....
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useless.
Anxious. Back to the job that stresses me out tomorrow.
Exhaused. Mentally and physically.
I feel like I'm made of glass. I'm crystal clear, anyone can see right through me. I like to pretend that isn't true, but I'm getting worse and worse at lying to myself these days. Any moment now, I'm going to shatter and expose my fragile, rotting heart. It will splatter on the ground and fill the air with its hateful stench. My stomach is in tangled ropes, stretched out like taffy and braided like strands of hair. I want to slice my veins open with a paper knife and use my blood to create a masterpiece on my bathroom floor. It would be my final work of art. I'll keep myself from doing any of that, though. Today was my mom's birthday, I'm not going to ruin it.
In short, I'm having another breakdown.
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@Zengrl
i completely forgot i wrote this lol... thank you for the compliment and for offering your help. i was in a super dark place when i wrote that, but one thing that always helps me is this site and people like you that take time out of their day to help a complete stranger get through tough times. the kindness of the people that frequent this place amazes me every time i visit this website, and i hope you know that you are a kind person and that just knowing that some complete stranger, someone that i will probably never meet, actually cares- it makes life so much more worth living. keep being kind, you are helping more people than you could imagine.
xo
lonely
numb
Trash
burned out.
Ineffable
Unaccomplished
