One word to describe how I feel today is....
One word to describe how I feel today is....
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Invisible....
Unworthy
CRAPPY
Sad
I'm sh***y 24/7
I miss a true friend, that is all...missing, some of you might know the feeling...
Ugly
unlucky
Broken
5 years ago was when the life/future I wanted was rendered impossible, deleted.
in those 5 years, I lost my best buddy, I lost the group of friends I helped form, my best friends no longer speak to me and at the very most hate me, my familys health has declined, I no longer get to enjoy anything I love with friends as I am apparently insufferable to be around, and it is impossible now for me to ever have a life with anyone my heart wants/wanted let alone anyone.
in those 5 years I was made to realize that my flaws outnumber my strengths, that my mistakes are many, are life sentences and are unforgivable.
in those 5 years, I was made to realize just how horrible of a person I am, how unlovable and unworthy I am, that I deserve absolutely nothing and was born and designed to be alone for the rest of my life.
