One word to describe how I feel today is....

Disappointed

flat

Alone

Tired

Isolated

Overwhelmed

Happy and content, Today was my first day of changing myself to become a happier person. Tomorrow Im going out to a park with a long walking path. Some look at that as a normal activity to do. But for me this is not a normal activity. Just like socializing isnt but I have decided to go out to really do something one day a week. Im not going to become this social butterfly but I do hope to become a positive thinker. Im not saying this to put it in some bodys face. Im telling you guys this because I want you to know in order for you to change the negativity and depression inside you, you have to change some things on the outside. I really hope this encourages somebody.Lifes too short to be depressed. If you need to get help then do so. Stop letting people making you feel guilty about your mental health. ( Man or woman )if you need to cry, cry your tears out. If you need professional help, go get it. Learn to accept who you are. I know its a hard path but learn to become comfortable in your shoes because you have to wear them.

stressed

unorganized

Proud

Went to Six Flags MM for first time on Monday and rode Twisted Colossus, Goliath, Viper, Tatsu, Ninja, Batman, Gold Rusher and Full Throttle and enjoyed every second of each :)

A year ago I wouldn't have even dreamed of riding any of these, was too afraid. Not anymore :) :)

Still have yet to ride X2, but my fear of Rollercoasters and thrill rides has definitely been conquered!! Haven't felt this alive in years!