One word to describe my depression today is...

Bitter

There!

But it's so small I can only feel its presence but nothing else.

desperate

Incessant

It's like I am stuck in quicksand and can slowly see my world going to 💩 but can't do anything but accept that which I don't have any ability to change.

Quiet, it hasn

Oppressive

Draining

unending

Guilty