@PaytonFaye2003 and @Avaray Corner
please let me know if you get this! its or own corner where we can talk!
@sujaypai xx
Hey Payts xx
Hope you're ok xx day after therapy days always gets me down but I'll be ok... I get to see my Psychiatrist on monday... Yippee (that was a salcastic one 😜)
I hope you are ok Payts, take care my little friend.. Sleep tight ❤❤
@Avaray
im sorry you feeling down, but u can talk to me about it. I know i am young but i am here for you too... i miss talking to you like we used too, hope we are still cool! Anyways have a good day and be happy... xoxoxoxo
@Avaray @agreeablekite4304
Just got out of the emergency room. i cut my arm real bad and needed 5 stitches... its sore but i am okay... hugs
@Paytonfaye2003 glad you're ok Payts.... Stitching up is often more sore then when you get cut xx
Did u fall...
@Avaray
No cut myself with a knife... but its sore but im fine lol
@Avaray
I was doing dishes and a knife went in my arm
@Paytonfaye2003 ouch...ouch and ouch again!! I stood on a broken bottle in a dam once. it took a few hours to get to a doctor...it was so swollen and sore by the time he was injecting me, i actually didnt use a very nice word 😣 when he was cleaning and stitching.... 😕
Accident or purpose
@Avaray
LOL
@Avaray
not purpose
@Paytonfaye2003 Take care Payton. Rest and take medicines. You will feel better dude.
@sujaypai
i aint tired
@Paytonfaye2003 Not from the point of view of tiredness dude. But if it's a deep cut I wish you try not doing too many things with your hand. Allow the stitches to heal the cut.
@Paytonfaye2003..... glad to hear that...
It's probably 3 in the morning by you... Those pain killers will probably let you have a good sleep.... Glad you are ok.... Sleep tight Payts xx
@Paytonfaye2003 and we don't not like you... We still think you're pretty awesome ... So if we aren't there all the time when you feel you are needing us, i really get intense feeling.. I know what it feels like Payts....
But I need you to stop and remember that ok...
We dont always check the site our time zones are weird and we work and i travel 3 hours a day and i also need to be a wife, mom and they say i need to look after myself somewhere in between that... 😜
So although we think you are awesome, and we really do like you, please try not take it personally when we are not replying when you feel you need us... Xx
And remember your Molly is right there all the time for you...just for you...it'll come, it's scary as a bad word and it overwhelms you at times almost to a panic..perfectly normal response to what you're going through..
Let Molly in as you can, I kind of like her as she recognized what an amazing person you are and wanted you to be her family..she knows you have stuff to work through.. We all have stuff to work through.... Not a single person on yhis planet is perfect... But people actually love you with flaws and all if you let them in...risky and scary as a bad word but worth it kiddo xxx
Hope you are still sleeping and not reading this... Sleep well little one...(i can say that..im old😜)
is it smart to do that
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@liam91404 Hugs Liam. I am so sorry you feel so about yourself. I believe there is so much you want to talk about yourself. Sometimes it's just the feelings that we have bottled up inside us and talking it out helps. You may want to talk to a listener here about things bothering you. Here is the link to the browse listeners page
https://www.7cups.com/BrowseListeners
In case you have a strong urge I suggest you talk to a hotline here
https://www.suicide.org/
Trust me help is just one step away and all you need is help to see things in a different perspective. Trust you will read this and follow.
@liam91404 Hey Liam it's my request to come for an 1 on 1 chat or talk to the hotline as suggested . Posting this here in forums could trigger other members here and I am sure that is not what you want to do. I hope you will appreciate my request.
@Paytonfaye2003 hey Payts.... I can chat for 5 min while i munch my toast and drink my morning coffee xx you're up late u ok x
@Avaray
5 mins aint very long LOL, but i will take what I can get... I cant sleep! My arm is hurting, and im a big baby when it comes to taking medicine... I Hope your feeling better! I like ur silly happy self!
@Paytonfaye2003 hi there... Thanks i can be abit weird (thanks Kite!) but in a nice way... U should take the pain killers will take that pain away. Im glad youre ok.... That was very kind what you where doing for Molly by the way xx
@Avaray
I was just trying to show her that I care and wanted to do something nice for her, but it didnt go as planned! ANd I dont wanna take anything. I have taken anything since the cut. Tomorrow is school and Im just not feeling it. But i have to do.. Softball tryouts are starting this week and now i cant try out, I am so bummed! It would of been nice to try out for something and the thought of the fact the I could be a part of something made be feel good.. It sucks... But whatever.. Maybe I can try out for cheerleading or Maybe molly will let me get into dance! IDK
@Paytonfaye2003 it's ok... For moms when our kids try do something special however it turns out, it was special because they were thinking to do something like that xx seriously....
Sorry about the tryouts... It is nice to belong somewhere...I hear you xx when do they have tryouts again... Won't they let you try out later once u have healed up if Molly writes a letter or something, not sure how it works there by you guys xx Dancing sounds nice...
@Avaray
Tryouts everybody has to be there everyday during the tryouts.. It Sucks... ANd can u believe I cant have a Boy friend... what is this world coming too LOL (Joke) I dont know what I cant sleep.. oh guess what. Now tht molly is fostering me She, said she has to find me a new counsler, totally not fair. i dont need one and I can still take to her.. So its really not a big deal tho!
@Paytonfaye2003 glad i can see your sense of humor popping up xx do you realise how much you have grown since we first started chatting...
@Paytonfaye2003 when your mind has got too much happening it messes with your sleep.... You know u r going to be tired but it doesn't help... Xx also pain doesn't help...how many stitches and whereabouts on your arm... It must have been quite a shock xx
@Avaray
The Cute in right below the inside of my Elbow... I am never Tired, have a hard time waking up in the mornings tho... The only bad part is it takes molly like a 1/2 hr to get me up, and When I wake up Ive very crany and a tab mouthy... not bad... I feel bad cause sometimes I tell her to leave me alone. But that doesnt work... Her best bet would be stay away from me in the mornings LOL...
@Paytonfaye2003 you there...
@Paytonfaye2003 that councillor thing I get... Molly would be too emotionally involved and they don't normally allow that.... You can still talk to Molly about everything that's good... Thats how relationships grow. And you can also chat to the councillor
@Avaray
I dont want a new counsler tho, I dont need one.. I hate talking to new people and I am fine.. What do you think I can say so she wont make me have one. IF i dont want to talk to someone new she shouldnt make me go... I have choice. and my choice is NO WAY...
Theres a dance coming up in may and Im not sure I wanna go or not... Ive never gone to a dance before and Im not sure if Im feeling it... We will see... The cute Boy is Deff getting cuter
@Paytonfaye2003 hmmm .... Cute boy... You really are terrorizing me now 😜 . I had a cute boy in grade 8.... Well i think he was cute... I used to sit behind him in the bus and my main view was normally the back of his head and ears 😄😜
Yeah i wasn't allowed to date either xx least you can use Molly as an excuse My Molly said I'm not allowed to date.
The shaving thing.. I had it abit easier because I had an older cousin who lived by us so she sort of "broke ground" for me on that one😀
@Paytonfaye2003 those dances can be abit of a pressure . Staying home with a movie and eating popcorn on the couch with Molly sounds much better and special xx
@Avaray
:P
@Avaray
Its 2am here LOL... and now i want something to eat LOL. i want a cheese burger!!!!!!!!!!!
@Paytonfaye2003 what you going to do...
@Avaray
IDK, I am afraid to cook and shes sleeping LOL
@Paytonfaye2003 why not make a sandwich and some juice... Least it will fill the gap
@Avaray
its okay, i dont need to eat right now! good night big hugs to you!!!!!!!!!!!
@Paytonfaye2003 or leave the toilet door open and flush the toilet.. Maybe Molly will wake up and you can ask her.... Bad Ava bad 😜 or you could gently call her and tell her you're really hungry xxx
@Avaray
No i cant do that lol. She needs her rest, Im a handful...
NIGHT G2G talk to you tomorrow... You no longer on stealth mode. I am putting my foot down LOL
@Paytonfaye2003 sleep tight Payts xx
@Paytonfaye2003 i hate the feeling when you really need the loo.... But don't feel like getting up but you know you're not going to sleep properly.. 😖
@Avaray
I am prolly going to go to sleep. She takes my phone at 9pm every night cause thats my bed time. Then i sneak up to get it and LOL, here I am. I cant ever sleep.. But then miserable in the mornings. I feel bad for her, but i get mad and dont wanna get up... So much for a cheese burger. but going to force myself to go to sleep now even tho I aint tired... Wish I could go to the park for an hr instead. do you think she would notice?
@Paytonfaye2003 probably...and it would scare the h out of her and that would probably come across as her being angry xx
And I would notice....!!
You should tell her you can't sleep at night and that's why you're grumpy in the morning, she could probably help u with that x
And promise me no more park running.... That really stressess me out... Seriously bad stuff can happen when you do that.... And you're going forward so nicely... Maybe try get some sleep ok... Promise me please...
@Paytonfaye2003 sleep tight Payts...you're special and deserve to be loved and cared for... One day you'll believe that xx
Proud of u kiddo xxx ❤
@Paytonfaye2003🍔🍟🍕 sent u some and some fries and a slice of pizza just incase..😘
Is school going abit better...
Hey Payts Just checking how you're doing and how your arm is healing.
Take care my little friend ❤❤
Hey kiddo.... You ok?... Did u get your phone confiscated😕 Hope u have a lovely day, take care and look after yourself Payton. Xx
