17.July

Hi, today is my birthday and I wish I didn't wake up at all. Yesterday I had the worst sleep of this year.

For the first time, I didn't get excited for my birthday. I didn't chose any clothes nor do my hair etc.

For the first time, it is cold outside. Maybe it will rain...

For the first time, only 2 people "messaged". No one called. Not even my father.

My mother didn't say let's do something together, she wanted me to go my faculty and study.

I don't know if anyone can give me advice about this but anyways.