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I am really in need of advice/reassurance if possible.

I have had no luck so far with a job where I live, and there is a job I have applied for in Chester - where I previously worked and left because I was so desperately unhappy, and went to university.

I applied for it on a whim recently, when I think well its a job. But I left Chester partly due to me not having any family and support network. Being 2 hrs away from family with severe depression, (anxiety as well) and all the horrible aspects of life is and was hard for me when things were worse than ever.

I dont want to move 2 hrs away simply for the sake of a job purely. Dont get me wrong, I can function and work away from home, and I did so for about 4 years roughly.

I am always applying for more jobs, near to my hometown, but not having a job makes my depression even worse. I feel so worthless and guilty constantly. I know I will get a job however there is a lot more to a job than money. My last job was very well paid - 90 daily. However I was so stressed due to being humiliated by my manager, no support and pressure from my agency there to keep up with the ridiculously strict targets.

I apologise for not being very active recently,

Thanks,

Simon