Come to terms

I'm starting to become okay with the idea of never having a partner. Every man I date always loses interest or treats me like shit. And right after things end, they end up with the love of their lives. I don't have anymore of me left to give. I'm so tired of getting hurt and being made feel as if my feelings don't matter, as if I don't matter. I've come to terms with love not being in the cards for me in this life. I'll always be the girl pretty enough to sleep with but not to date. I guess I'll learn to be alright with that 🙃