Depression

Hi everyone! I’m new here, you can call me Liz. I have been VERY depressed. I left my sons father because he was mentally and physically abusive towards me. Therefore I decided to keep my son away from his as well. He has been constantly texting me from different numbers because he wants to see his son. Which I have refused. I don’t trust him alone with my child. I’m scared he might hurt my child. I filed police reports nothing has been done, they just keep pushing back his court dates. I recently found out I have an STD that he gave me. I feel disgusted. I am so depressed because my son won’t have a father figure. My life is just a mess.