I totally understand what you feel. I'm very depressed at this hour as well. At night is always the worst.
It sucks tbh . And I hate how my thoughts get worse and worse 💭
That's exactly how mine works. If I'm lucky I'll feel numb. If I'm unlucky ill become anxious.
Hi Guys,
I hope its okay to comment here as the messages here to date are clearly very personal? I feel the same in what seems to be an increasingly regular fashion. My question is, does anyone have any words of wisdom and guidance? I'll have a think of things I could share and post as and when. One thing does spring to mind though, mind-mapping, does anyone need me to explain that? All the best peeps :)
@neonStrawberries007 I love mindmaps. And this was more than okay to share- it was an awesome thing to share 
resources, suggestions, and words of wisdom are AWESOME things to put in forum posts! I'll just drop in one of my favorite quotes: you may feel lonely but you are never alone. CHEERS! 
Depression= a heavy baggage I'm carrying around within my mind :-/
@TaylorTheLemonSlayer I can imagine that many people in this forum feel the same way as you do. You may feel lonely but you are never alone. Hugs!
Depression: I want to do things, I want to live my life and be happy. But I'm tired, I'm drained, and I just want to sleep. I feel numb half of the time. I have lost so much time and I don't know how to get back on track.
I have depression and anxiety. Self-harm is my way of calming down and relaxing. It helps me get my mind off of everything. I've been 5 days clean and it's a battle every day.
To everyone struggling with depression, never lose hope. <3
@RaspberryKitten congrats in being 5 days clean! *send bear hug* stay awesome ^^
That's exactly how I feel about depression. And just thinking about all the time I've been wasting these past couple of years makes me feel extremely anxious and insecure. Sometimes I feel like life's just not for me, you know. I'm just not good at living.
I'm just so scared.
I know exactly what you mean. But there's always hope. I've been trying to tell myself that eventually it will get better - doing that helps me get out of bed in the mornings. Have you tried reaching out to anyone? I hope you find happiness and inner peace.
I as well feel lonely. And also unhappy, I can't think of anything that makes me happy Anymore. I have gone weeks without this feeling and it's back. I don't truly feel as though I have anyone truly there in my life and I hate that. I'm currently laying in bed and can't think of a good enough reason to move.
@Novacorp I'm sorry, I understand what you mean. I've been there myself, that cold dark place when you just feel alone and numb and debilitated. And it's so hard to return from that, but you will return- I say that because I have and it's a struggle but I know you can too.
I like to think that everyone's life has intense lows and great high times. And I'm really sorry that this is the case, but you're going through one of those really intense lows right now, but I know you're strong enough to fight and get to that high point. And while you get there, know that you're not alone in the journey- we're all here for you. We can't erase the pain (although I really wish I could) but we can walk with you while you get through it. Stay strong ❤️
Thank care @novacorp
OMG @Novacorp I meant take care my best wishes to you ( @221Skye I did it again)
*falls off chair laughing* eno my hun, you need spell-check xP