Depression coming back
I've been through recovery, Ive been to therapists and have been deemed "better". And for a while I felt better, I truly did. But now the thoughts are starting to come back, and the darkness is seeping back in. I feel bad about it, like I already went through the treatments and should be okay, and I don't want to tell my parents that after everything and me getting better, that I'm getting worse again. But I am and I feel like no matter how much treatment I go through, I'll still fall back. I don't want to go back though
@LyssSky03 I think you are a really strong person doing all those treatments and trying to do things to get better, I know life sometimes can be hard, that is why its ok to ask for help. I am also here if you need someone to listen to you.
@talktomeok thank you so much, it means a lot to me! Glad I can talk to you
@LyssSky03 
Sounds really cliche, but the road to recovery isn't without its bumps and turns. When I was depressed I relapsed over and over before managing to recover. And even then, people who were depressed and still prone to becoming depressed again. We must always be cautious.
Lyf will never ever be good .It just gives an illusion of being good for sometime but again becomes hell.freaking hell.