Depression sucks
Living with depression on a daily bases sucks. I think the worse thing about it all is how confused it leaves you. Like you know what your thinking isnt right or real but you feel lost and hopeless and worthless. Half the time you know its not true but that doesnt matter. It rips all the joys from your life making everything that once made you so happy feel empty you feel alone regardless of who trying to help you most of the time as well. You stop loving and you just develop this routine of just existing just getting by and then youll be fine but that never works. The routine makes you feel worse it lets you know how low you fallen. I stay up at night countless times just thinking and thinking becomes dangerous you start feeling like your nothing but a burden to your loved ones that they dont need you your an incovince it makes you not want to talk about whats going on out of the fear that you really will be left all alone for real and not just feel alone. You start wondering about harming yourself curious as to what it would feel like and sometimes you do other times you cant imagine it. People start saying you cant let it beat you I feel depressed by Im fine but feeling depressed and having depression are to different things and they cant seem to get that which then justvfuels this hatred in you. And next thing you know your trapped in your own head not even seeing the person you once were.
@Jlbenoit92
Dear friend, you seem lost and cold. Are you all alone? That's ok. Come inside and be warm for a little while. Don't worry about the things outside for now. Let's set those aside and just be still for a moment. Maybe today you feel hopeless. But I have such great hopes for you. I hope someday you'll fall in love- not with some vague, unknowable stranger, but with yourself and all the wonderful parts of you that you keep hidden from the world. I hope you'll show us all those secret things you're good at, those things that make you grin wildly because of all the things in this world it's one you're sure you can do well. I hope you'll laugh with us someday about nothing and everything.
You must be so tired from all those worries. The ones about people leaving you all alone if you show any weakness. But you're not worthless or weak just because you feel pain. You're more valuable than you know because now you understand, you can see how people suffer in their loneliness, in silence, behind the mask of a forced smile. Then maybe you'll see how everyone who says they're fine is wearing a mask just like you.
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@Jlbenoit92 I agree that depression sucks and it make us mentally ill.
