Feeling fake
Due to my recent divorce a lot of my emotional problems that I have been suppressing have make there way to the for fount witch leaves me in a awkward place. On one side is my ex who is angry with the things I have done to ruin our marriage, and I did indeed to some horrible stuff. She makes me think that o am making up the problems with my mental health and when she dose this I know that she is mad but sometimes it makes me feel like she's right and I am doing this for attention. There are a few people outside our marriage that know what's going on with us and the feelings I have. Yhey truly believe that I have potentially serious mental health issues. But that fuels my self hate and proofs to me that I am truly troubled and unworthy on happiness and peoples love. I just feel like I am going in circles. Am I the only one that feels this way?
@wolfman77
No you're not alone feeling this way
I'm sorry you had a divorce recently, how it is affecting your well being and causing a turmoil is more than reasonable.
I will say, you are lovable and deserving of happiness, care etc nice things as you are
Simply because you experience some mental health issues, it doesn't make you any less than someone else who is doing better mentally and emotionally
Take care of yourself and focus on working on yourself only, the rest of the world comes second
I'm sending you good thoughts
