Give me a reason to be alive
Hello. I really need some help right now. I feel so numb and so much pain at the same time I don't know how to explain it. I am so tired and I just want to fall asleep and sleep forever. Although I am feeling numb most of the time my suicidal thoughts are getting stronger, to be honest they don't even bother me as much anymore because I'm really used to them to the point where they don't even scare me that much, if that makes sense. I don't really know what to do if it wasn't for my family to be honest I probably wouldn't be still alive. But I am so tired and alone . And no matter how much I love my family I don't know if that's gonna be enough of a reason for me. I probably should cringe, ungrateful and wired. Sorry
It's really difficult facing life when feeling extremely tired, numb and alone. I understand that you are experiencing suicidal thoughts that are increasingly getting stronger. It sounds like that you really care about your family a lot. And you admit that because of your family is that you are still alive today. It's difficult. I am glad that you still have the strength and courage to keep going.
Have faith
@Celaeno Thank you for this insight
