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I just feel really alone. My partner and I own a business (I am a silent partner) and we both have separate full time jobs. This week alone (since last Saturday), he has worked his daily full time job and been in our other business approx 40 hours in the evenings. The day to day manager we employ hates me (she had feelings for my partner before we got together) and does what she can to cause issues which my partner looks past (hes a man that hates drama!) but when he is in the business, she sticks around. They are in the same social circle so hang out outside of this as well (never alone). I feel like hes so distant with me and being off when hes stressed and tired but more than happy to be around her (in my head) but he always says ‘oh yeah because thats how it is (sarcastically of course!).. I just feel like he doesnt want to be around me which probably isnt true. Im feeling down as well because of a huge family fall out last year. My mum and sister arent talking which in turn has ruined my relationship with them both.
I can't stop crying and I'm sick of complaining as I know it pushes him away even more. I just feel really lost and alone and if I try and approach the subject it's 'always the same conversation' and I'll 'always have the same issue' (referring to the manager).
literally going out of my mind annoying myself with how I am and I'm so sick and tired of feeling like I'm alone and no one cares!