Idk
I feel like I’m a complete failure & that everyone around me will be better off if I’m dead. I feel like I don’t wanna be here anymore and I have no purpose in this life anymore. I don’t know who to talk to or where to go. I feel like I’m the reason everything bad happens. I always get the blame for everything even when it’s obvious I didn’t do shit. I’m tired
I’m weary I’m sad I’m alone I’m depressed
I feel similarly. But I feel at fault for everything, because I am. I feel, rather know, everyone and everything would be better off without me. Not having been born would have saved a lot of trouble, both for myself and all around me, and not a day goes by where wishing I wasn’t born doesn’t go through my mind.
@neatTiger8436 Hello. It sounds like being blamed for everything has caused you to feel lonely and depressed. Bad things will happen with or without you. Making mistakes doesn't make you a failure: it's part of being human, it's how we learn. Thank you for sharing this. Feel free to message me anytime if you want to talk more about this. I hope you find peace, joy, and purpose in life.