I dont know what to do anymore
I feel like i have so many problems that i let build up throught the years... And never asked for any help. Now every day i feel like it would be easier to just end my life. I wish there was someone like a theripist that i could talk to about alll these problems and them never get tired of helping me. Only... I dont want to see an actual theripist. First of all i dont have the money. And secondly my sister has mental health issues. I feel like if i seek help everyone will think that im just like her. Every day i get closer and closer to just wanting this all to be over. I cant take it anymore
@99probelems
You can't deny yourself help because your sister. You're doing a great disserve to yourself. Your sister would probably be understanding if you brought up the issues you were having. No one wants to feel this way, and I am sure your family will not judge you for needing help. Therapy is expensive, I see your point there. But there are ways around the high costs. Ask about Sliding scale if you're from America.