I don't like myself.

Past few months have been difficult. I'm sure its been difficult for a lot of people.

First I had issues with work that as stressing me out to the point of breaking down daily. Went to the doctor for meds, found a therapist, and within 2 weeks the issue was fixed.

Then came the issues with my coworker who I unfortunately caught feelings for causing me much distress and panic attacks. My previous thread shows how that was resolved and its still resolved for the most part with some minor issues.

With two issues fixed now comes the third and the reason for this thread. Now I'm starting to hate myself. I feel like I'm boring, uninteresting, and worthless. Everyday is the same. Work, Gym, Home, Repeat. My therapist tries to get me to do new things and I know they are right but everything just sounds so uninteresting and I don't feel like I have the time, interest, or energy for it. I try to get into dating but I hate it. I hate the expectations. I don't have the opportunities to meet many people anyways.

I feel stuck and I hate myself. I know I have improved over the past few months as I fixed a couple issues but now I'm just faced with the fact that I don't like myself.