If I could tell my depression anything, I would tell it........

@Laura

oof, i would tell it to f u c k o f f. or maybe just punch it in the face first..

maybe since im in therapy, and things are going so much better, I would ask it how its feeling. maybe i can treat it as a friend who has a problem..

Please just let me be the person I was... I just cant handle anymore being someone I dont know. I cant recognise this useless person that plays with my body, this person that cant feel safe with anyone anywhere at all.... That just wants everything to be over so it can no longer be a weight in others back...

Find a way to go away and make me happy and full of life again

Right now it

Stop making me feel worthless

My first thought was to say go away. But I realize that you are here to help me. When you arrive, you are telling me that I am not on the right course for me. You are letting me know that I need to make choices that are right for me. When I dont listen you turn up the volume or the depression. As I have been making better choices for myself these days I find you dont need to nudge me as often.

Because you visited me often, for so very long, and are still with me to some degree, I have become much more compassionate of others who are suffering. I am grateful for that. I hope you dont have to work for me in this manner for much longer and you can take up the role of helping me live with joy and delight in my life instead soon. A job change so to speak for you. I will do my best to make the right choices in my life. I am sure it has not been easy on you either watching me suffer and not making the right choices even though I sensed what they were. Thank you for being there for me and guiding me. I am grateful for your help.

I would tell it that it no longer has a chance, I got lucky and found the most amazing girl. For anyone that reads this, there's hope for you too. I was so close to suicide. I was done I hated my life. I was sexually assaulted when i was 6 years old and it happened multiple times after till around my 10th birthday, i hated life becuase of it, everyone treated me like shit and I believed them. But I realized one day that life Isnt worth that, we dont deserve this pain, we have to work hard and live life right to get what we want. We dont get things easy but that's not how its ment to be. If we want something we will put our best foot forward and drag ourselves up. Life is our kingdom and we will rule it.

(JAMES CALLOW)

I love you. I just wish you could love me back. That way, we can smile together again

Depression,

Why do you keep sticking to me? Let me be strong and confident like the person I know I am. I don

I would tell it that I can exist without you and soon I will exist completely parallel to you; you're still there, but you're not attached to me