I feel like I want to die.

Sorry to hear ADX . That must be terrible for you to think about and also live with. It sounds like this hasn't been the first time you thought about this.

I don't know what are the issues here but they sound serious .

If you feel like this still please call crisis line or get medical help. You can try talking to a listener but right now professional help is what you need.

I'm sorry again you feel this way and hope things get better. You might benefit from using the site suicide.org where you might get more direct support for your issue and there will be others who can help better .

Remember your always welcome here for support also.

Greetings,

I am sorry to read that you are having to deal with this stress alone. If you find yourself unable to be helped by the suicide intervention services, then i extend an offer of support . You are not alone . Please do not hesitate to contact me if you need a listener .
My thoughts are with you

@ADX98927

please know I feel exactly the same and only thing stopping me (it isnt people as I have no one in the world) is failing