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I feel most lonely when my mum treats me so poorly compared to my siblings. I feel that deep down inside she might love me a little bit, but she never shows it. My siblings never do anything wrong in her eyes - and if they do in others she barely reprimands them. When it comes to me however, I always seem to end up losing something that makes me happy or something that comforts me. Sometimes I think she buys me things to plaster up the guilt she feels for not loving me. Like the time when I stayed at a friend's house for about a week because she kicked me out. That was all because she didn't want me there. When I went back to hers she straight away took me shopping. I feel like she does this so I don't talk to my dad about it (they are divorced) and so he won't tell her that it is not right.
I also feel really lonely when I see other people laughing and talking with their mums. Having a great time. It just reminds me of the fact that my mum doesn't seem to care all that much about me. I found texts from my mum to my dad about me. She was saying "we just have to hope she moves out as soon as she turns 18". Proving my point that she doesn't care. My dad didn't say anything to this.
@redPlace9156 😢
Im creatively stifled.
I feel most lonely when I can't stop thinking
I feel most lonely when I'm in a social setting but consumed by thoughts. I am often surrounded by the people I love (i.e. family dinner, friends gatherings/activities, sporting events) but I am so deep in thought, almost obsessively that I can't think about anything else. I feel trapped and hopeless because these are the people that are supposed to help me, and yet in a room full of people I feel isolated and alone. It gets hard to share my thoughts and feelings because everyone else seems to be having a great time and I don't want to dampen the mood or make it about myself.
@Elle812 exactly
@Elle812
Do what makes you happy in the moment, hold on to those moments that are cherisable. Once someone enters that part of your life, they will always be there. Its like that first kiss or first time meeting someone. Or can be a family member or friend. Moments make the heart grow fonder.
I'm happy just being myself, I'm happy with who I am and what I want to do in life. Only time I'm lonely, is when I know I have to head back home and it's a 7 hr trip. 1 night and a lot of ground to cover. Be honest, live and love and whomever you love, will find you. I only want the best for everyone. Breaking the cycle of someone that's been sick like myself. My mind is clearer now and my heart is bigger. Golden retriever out.
Life works like this, be happy with who you are, love and live. Good things will follow, being smart helps. Although having a big heart is what is always needed. You have to put heart into things you do. Whether that be life or with people. Try and get along, try and seek the best in people. Love and love again. It's what makes us human, that tender love and care for those of us who love someone.
I have bad/good news and I have no one to call who would show empathy for it
I feel most lonely when I do not have anything to do. Thats why I always try to schedule my day. I fill my day with working, taking care of myself (shower, eat on time, drink more, sleep, etc.), doing what I love to do (singing, playing music, learning something new, watching movie, supporting people by listening to them on 7cups, talking to my family+friends, organizing my inbox and desktop) up to cleaning the house. Hehe 😬
Me too, but I'm more likely when I'm alone. @elishevacares
@redVase802 I can understand that.. 😄
@elishevacares I feel lonely when, my social anxiety makes me want to be withdrawn from social situations. And it feels like a battle inside, especially when i see other people finding socialising so easy. I find it hard to be content with myself. I compare myself to other people, when usually i am most happy spending quality time alone and busy with hobbies or work.
@joyousDreamer14 I understand, friend. I hope you will feel better day by day. I also hope you will meet a lot of wonderful people around you so that your days will be filled with joy and happiness! <3
@elishevacares relatable. I fill my day with whatever I can. I over-extend myself so that the only time i have nothing to do is when I'm asleep.
@ShootyBoi I understand.. Although I dont know the reason you keep yourself busy, but I personally love to be active whether I am alone or with others because. When I dont do anything, Id prefer to just relax and usually I will automatically fall asleep. (If you know what I mean😂) Yea, getting enough sleep is good!
Lonelines is....
When i need to convince myself that life is okay without friends and family around me all the time.
When i need to comfort myself that it is okay to fight for my life all by myself.
When i need tell myself that being solitude is a great way to communicate to myself although it doesn't make sense and bringing joys.
When i need help and to be heard, imaginary figure is the only person that i can talk to.
Beardy, i wish you were here.
