I just...don't know...
[edited by a moderator - personal information] This says all that I want to say...
Hello! Thank you for coming to 7 cups :) One of the rules of the site is no sharing ofpersonal information, including websites and social media handles. However, you're welcome to copy anything you wrote onyour blog and post it here! Thank you :)
This sucksbecause now I just feel stupid and more depressed and don't even feel like sharing anything.................The first thing I post, and I'm messing up already by placing a link that leads to a blog I'll never use except for that one page that sums up my feelings. I guess I could copy and paste, but everything in me hurts and aches now, since I was eager to see a reply for help only to be met with a reply that says I messed up and have to redo this post.......Depression sucks, and this did nothing but push me deeper into it...
@WindyTollettI'm sorry this made you feel worse. That wasn't my intention at all. However, the rules here apply toeveryone, so it wouldn't be fair to make differences. As I said, you're very welcome to make another thread, or use this one, to post about how you feel. A lot of people here might benefit from reading about your thoughts and feelings :)
That post had no personal information whatsoever..........but whatever...........It's not like you clicked on it and read it to help me................
I'm sorry...I'm getting angry.....I just wish depression didn't rule me...I'll paste the stuff from the blog......and I'm sorry again.....Seems like a boiling point is just getting easier to reach nowadays. You didn't do anything wrong...
I just wish I knew how to be happy, how to leave my past in the past.
Hello WindyTollett
Im so sorry. I dont even know what to say to you. In fact, i doubt there's anything i can say cos honestly you've been through so much. you're incredibly strong for still being here.
people are generally a decent bunch, but it seems you met with some rotten humans.
Anyway, i just wanted to say i read your post from start to finish. at the very least, this small part of yuor life that you chose to share on 7cupsoftea. I can relate to some of it but like i said, youve been through a lot which i couldnt really be able to advise you on.
it seems like yoy believe in religion, and that plays a part in keeping you going. so hold on to that i guess. never lose touch of whatever keeps you going.
connect to a listener, to get stuff off your chest but please be patient if you cant reach one or get one who is a newbie. it happens sometimes.
all the best
Please don't feel bad about your post being edited. You're new here (like me) and it's easy to make a mistake when you're not used to the place and the rules yet. I've done it myself on other sites. I'm glad you were still able to post what you wanted and I hope you can connect with a listener and that will help. I haven't had the courage to try yet myself but I wish,you luck.
Thanks for taking the time to share your story Windy...and like be brave said, don't worry about having your post edited, I think they just do that for the safety of us all. It sounds like despite everything that's happened in your life,you have stayed really strong! Keep hanging on...sending some ((hugs)) if you need them!
Take care...(and keep on posting,sharing, and connecting with others.)