I'm broken...
I am sorry its another post but this time I am broken. I keep crying and curling into a ball I feel sick I can't eat and all I think about is her. The one who rejected me, The one who I loved. Its like I am walking in a pitch black room and I am feeling nauseous. I stopped eating for a while then I started again today but I feel worse even though I have ate something. I am depressed, stressed and anxious. I am losing everyone even my best friend. He met a new friend at the skate park and he barely spoke to me in 2 days. Someone help me I am stuck on which pathway to turn :( :'(
I understand you. Really. I know how hard it is to lose a loved one, it hurts every time. I can't make your loved ones come back to you, but I can promise that no matter what happens, you will always have at least one friend; me. I will always be by your side, no matter what happens. Never forget that you are not alone, we'll walk through these storms together. Stay strong darling <3
I didn't lose her in the death type of way. I lost her because I was a stupid 16 year old who didn't know about proper love and fell for her because I was 16 with my hormones messing about. I am now 18 and I realize I made that mistake because she was my youth worker but can't she tell that I am now an adult and that I can look after her.
I am so sorry to hear that... I know how you're feeling! And I also know that it's hardly possible to tell you something that helps you... Eventually you can think of something that's not only negative: Some person, some activity, a hobby - anything that could distract you a little from your pain? What helped me a lot was poetry, playing the piano and my two dogs who forced me to take a walk every day...
I'm sorry if I'm not helpful. Just Know that you're not alone!
I write a story but its about her because my doctor said it would help me get over it
Today I wanted to wake up early in the morning to go run but it takes so much energy to get out of bed, I ended sleeping until noon. I feel empty and alone all the time. How do I cope with these two feelings?
I slept till 1130 got up sat on couch with phone then crashed till 530. Happens almost every weekend
I often feel broken. Like maybe I'm only supposed to work with children and not find a man to have a 2ndchild with. That maybe I was put here to be constantly beaten down and emotionally hurt. Trying my best to dig deeper into my thoughts and feelings and move forward without letting my past get in the way.
OMG you just described me and how I feel. I work with children and can't stand my current bf who is my sons father. I constantly feel broken, and emotionally beaten and walked on it sucks.
It's hard. In therapy and just did a workshop on the desire map. Learning not to negative self talk is so hard.