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NightmareKing
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PathStep 14 Compassion hearts11 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes10 Current upvotes10 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2020 Member sinceJune 15, 2015
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I'm 18, but all my life I have been misdiagnosed with almost everything.
General Support / by NightmareKing
Last post
 August 22nd, 2015
...See more When I was about 10 I got took to the family clinic in my area to get assessed for ADHD and Autism. When they found out I didn't have neither of them they tried everything to find out what was wrong with me even though I was 10? When I was 13 I got told that I had signs of psychopathic behavior and that I should have counseling till I was 17. So I have been in counseling for 8 years which has caused me so many problems no one would believe me. I grew up thinking I wasn't normal and that I was a freak which has caused me stress and problems with my actual mental health and my weight. Now since 16 I have been told I have depression. I went to see a therapist this year who told me I didn't have depression I had Borderline Personality Disorder, but when I went back he said I had nothing wrong with me that I was just growing up. I told my doctor I was getting sick of being misdiagnosed by so called professionals and that my tablets weren't working with my depression which made me think that I didn't actually have depression and she replied to me 1 month later and told me that "I expressed anger towards her" when I didn't even sound angry. I went to see a counselor who got in touch with my doctor so, I have an appointment with my doctor in September. Any advice on what I should tell my doctor or write down for her? I don't think I can do this alone. Not anymore.
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I'm broken...
Depression Support / by NightmareKing
Last post
 June 20th, 2015
...See more I am sorry its another post but this time I am broken. I keep crying and curling into a ball I feel sick I can't eat and all I think about is her. The one who rejected me, The one who I loved. Its like I am walking in a pitch black room and I am feeling nauseous. I stopped eating for a while then I started again today but I feel worse even though I have ate something. I am depressed, stressed and anxious. I am losing everyone even my best friend. He met a new friend at the skate park and he barely spoke to me in 2 days. Someone help me I am stuck on which pathway to turn :( :'( 
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I don't know what to do anymore
Depression Support / by NightmareKing
Last post
 June 16th, 2015
...See more I am alone every single day  I have no friends or family to rely on for support. My doctor and old therapist didn't help me at all now I am being bullied online again. I tried to just block it out but figured that my feelings just built up inside of me. I went to the doctor about anxiety she didn't even speak to me about it she ignored it like everyone does :( I feel lost I can't move forward and I can't go back I am literally stuck in front of a brick wall and I can't go anywhere. I tried getting a job and no one will take me on which is making me feel even worse. I tried to apply for counseling and they told me I was not mentally ill enough for counseling. I got told I had Borderline Personality Disorder now I am being told I haven't got it and that I have nothing wrong with me. I have been messed around by therapists and doctors since I was a little kid. I don't know what to do anymore or who to talk to someone help!!!!! 
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