I'm never enough
I like this guy. We talk every single minute of the day, we joke and we are pretty close to each other.
but he's kinda in love with one of my best friends.
I'm always the ugly friend. I'm the one who is worthless.
Besides, my best friend is so freaking perfect and I'm not even close to "beautiful"
I'm jealous. I wish I could have half of her beauty but instead I'm a little piece of shit.
Who could love a mess like me?
I feel like I have a mask on every minute of every day, and people find that mask likeable. So after I start being friends with someone for a while I feel comfortable enough to take it off and then I become old news. It's like people like who I pretend to be but get annoyed when I show who I really am. I feel like it's harder and harder everyday to take my mask off
