I’m so tired of everything I can’t go on so done

Needed to say my peace First off let me say I’m about to be homeless for the third time in my life in Los Angeles before they age of 20 I tried to use every last connection I had with people who I thought cared about me but the so called family I had left was all just people who turned theirs backs on me for the simple fact they had nothing to gain from being even associated with me I’m so tired I’m so depressed I have to look over my shoulder everyday I’m paranoid and I have a lot of mental problems and I’m struggling with anxiety i don’t want to be in the streets but nobody wants to help me I have no family anymore I have no one no friends nothing please I really need help I don’t have anything to live for I just want to not worry where I’m going to lay my head at night if I could just find someone who didn’t betray me judge or want to use me for self gain maybe I wouldn’t be going insane but I don’t know anymore I just need someone to help me get on my feet cause I don’t see how this life was for me I feel like life itself is telling me to end my own.