I need help I can't go on much longer.
I have felt hopeless for my entire life. Very young I developed suicidal ideation. Everyday I question if I should give up or keep going on hoping something might change. I will never escape poverty. I am very unstable. I make minimum wage and can't self support myself. I live with my girlfriend. I will never be able to accomplish anything of any importance. I will always be poor and depressed. I will never have happiness. Life for me is pointless. I want to give up on this life. Even at my minimum wage job I outperform even the managers but instead of me getting a raise they promote others who break rules and are not even hard workers.
I'm so sorry to hear about your story... It really breaks my heart how so many people struggle so much to literally survive!!! in this word, even with a job. This shouldn't be happening, having a job should ALWAYS mean that you have enough money to pay rent/mortgage, eat, pay for medical expenses, social life and having spare money to save up... This is so cruel...
I hope you can get out of this situation and find a job that you like and pays well... And please, speak about this with your girlfriend/family if you haven't... They can give you emotional support to keep on and even help you with that... Good luck and I hope you have a great day !!
It sounds like you are really struggling right now. I am going to suggest something that is hard. Remove the words "never" and "always" from your vocabulary. They are bringing you down and they are rarely true. You can do this and find a path forward. We are here to cheer you on.@sensiblePomegranate29
@sensiblePomegranate29 Please do not give up,my friend.
You are stronger then what you think.
@sensiblePomegranate29 my sympathies are with you. Life can feel very cruel at times. I myself am facing depression and seriously it hurts so much all the time. Try working on your thoughts and that might make a difference to your future. Stay hopeful, content and keep a learning mindset. Best wishes.