I wish I could somewhere where no one knows me

I regret the life I have. I know Im not supposed to and I know that there are people who have it worse than me and who would find my life amazing; but I feel like it isnt for me.

I feel like no one around me listens and just expects me to go along with what they want. I feel like I dont know how to express myself and I keep things bottled up and then when I finally burst- no one takes it serious cause it all just comes out wrong.

i wish sometimes that I could just go somewhere alone where no one knows me and just completely start over