Just like a relationship - I have no reason to stay in life. there is no benefit only suffering
ive tried to find my reasoning and i cant find one. You know i thought getting help would help me find my purpose or reason to continue staying alive. i just dont see a point. Im too far gone and nothing no one will say can change my life. Its just my decision. Ive thought and though and im just done. ive given myself time. ive listened to others and myself and im not into it. I dont enjoy the little things or find the worth in them, like many say its about the little things. they're not enough. i wanted more in my life. i expected big things. Its just a battle and the fight does not look worth it.
i have been feeling like this too, especially in the past week. i feel like a mess and that i will never get better or that i have no purpose except to cause people trouble. but truly deep down i know there must be some reason for this all, and i wont give up. its hard i know, and it only is getting harder for me it seems, do you go to counseling? have you brought up these feelings to your counselor? if not you really should, they should be able to help you. and you have us here online. i know it may not seem like much, and we dont know eachother really, but i am here for you. i dont know what you are going through but i just dont want you to give up, even if you cant see it there is still hope. I've kept going all these years fighting that feeling that i want to give up too, and there are always times that remind me that i am glad to have made that decision. someday you will be glad you kept going. so please dont give up ok? come here whenever you need to talk, im sure if you haven't already you can find a listener who can help you through this. in the dark times i have been going through lately i find this place has helped me a lot, knowing im not really alone. you aren't alone either.
@infpDragonflyBlue I already have. your just putting water where it doesnt need to be. Im just voicing my choice. end of story
@pessimisthater i dont need you to tell me stupid things like not give up. Why are you telling me useless crap. Just enough.
@pessimisthater i dont think it's stupid, i am just trying to help, i know i cant do anything really but im just trying to offer some encouragement. i know its not much, im sorry. do you want to say why you feel this way? its ok if not. i'd say i understand but i dont know your situation, all i know is that i know what its like to feel like there is no hope from my own experience.
