Just venting
I've been trying to find the words to explain my depression , I feel like if I don't tell the full story about what's been going in my life every thing I say will be taken out of context and I fear someone might be trying to help but say something hurting and undermining but telling the full story seems like I'm creating excuses to avoid hearing the truth and I'm on here just to complain. Because of this feeling I've actually deleted all my social media account and I've looking to delete even this member account, I'm to trapped in my thoughts of seeming like I'm just looking to complain. I know my depression is just making me think of these negative thoughts but knowing what's happening is not the same thing as addressing the problem. I can't find professional anywhere near that's free or even Simi free, I need to get a job so I can get medical aid /insurance so I can find decent professional help so far now I'm here and I'm hoping being here keeps me from all the negative things.
@peachSailboat2974
First, I want to commend you for staying strong and reaching out to the community. I'm glad you have taken the first step in recognizing the hardships you are currently facing. You are not alone iny your feelings and are justified for having them. You are not complaining by wanting help, an explanation, or just needing someone to talk to. Your life is very important so I will keep you in my thoughts and hope you find what you are looking for to make things better. I think you can get one free session with a therapist here on 7cups then you have to pay a flat rate. You can view the details here https://www.7cups.com/online-therapy/?ob=1 Otherwise, you can also look through the self help guides here https://www.7cups.com/supportGuides/selfHelpGuides.php or maybe browse through the Questions and answers https://www.7cups.com/qa/ . All listeners are here you support and listen to you, although sometimes you may have to talk to a few listeners to find the right one for you. I wish you the best of luck. It is never an easy process nor a quick fix. But stay strong! :)
