Lonely, deeply sad, lost and heartbreak 💕
In deep depression and extreme emotional pain and grief
I have no motivation right now to even get dressed yet alone get into the shower the last few days.
I know its ok to be sad and feel your emotions and let yourself be 💕💕💕
I just don't want to worry others around me and think something is *wrong* with me. Putting on a brave face is very very draining. It can be very difficult to hide it
I'm not feeling supported 💕💕💕💕
@Leanna3333
There is nothing worse then wanting someone to support you and no one is there ... or they think give them space when you may really need someone to just ask "how is it going and can i help?"
Most people do not know how to help or what to say so they do nothing ...... do not fake for them find a way to do for you..... a shower a long bath when i do not trust myself to not climb back in bed i put sheets in the wash knowing i would have to stay up til washed and dried .... Sounds silly but sometimes that is enough ..... i go outside and walk everyday even if just a feew hundred yards and back .......start small do it for YOU
@toughTiger6481
That doesn't sound silly i totally get what you're saying.
One thing at time 🥺
You're absolutely right their is nothing worse then not having your so called support system around and all you want is for them to come around and have then pay attention to you
Like you said ask how can I help you or how are you then absolutely not happens its terrible feeling especially coming from your favorite person ❤❤❤🥺🥺🥺🥺
I'm a very active person pre pandemic and I've always enjoyed fun adventures and I still do I always felt like I was a priority to people I enjoy feeling wanted . ❤❤❤❤
I'm a very loving person who deserves love and connections abd loves having fun and adventurous spirit.
@Leanna3333
you can start again and there are lots of people wanting to do things like adventures that they were shut off from or some feel if something like a lock down again they have things on a list they want done.... hiking or sports etc meet up app can find groups and if you have adventurous background you would be a huge asset to a novice group.
@toughTiger6481
I'm most definitely adventurous person I love hiking being put in nature and taking trips to the beach and road trips etc. Hiking groups are definitely something ill look into and look around for places to visit and explore. I'm fairly new to hiking but learning and working towards my level of experience working slow.
I have mild Ceberal Palsy affecting my left side can be a challenge but I don't let it stop me from doing things or at least keep me down to long. I'm feisty and strong willed woman who knows what she wants and goes for it within reason. ❤❤❤☺☺☺☺
