Lost in my head again
So yet again its another Christmas by myself socialising with strangers who seem to give a dam alot more than my friends and family, I never know what to do or say or even how to make new connections without fear of rejection.
I really Juust wish I fit in somewhere where I could be myself and have some sort of happiness I'm sick of expecting the worse just to prepare myself for bad situations that inevitablly happen in my loneliness and depression days.
@Thewolfasylum
That was my strategy my whole life, expect the worst so bad never surprises you...if good happens then you are just glad to be wrong...
I am one of these these outcast wolves...alone, but cursed to have a heart and soul...alone yet seeking my pack that will never have...attention, companionship even in silence...denied...
A funny way of life or destiny or call it what you want to play a cruel cinical joke on some poor soul...
Through them into loneliness, the lobo solitario asylum...
I wish I could howl for you but this wolf has forgotten how to do that...from my hill to your hill, over the happy merry light valley beneath us, a glaze of wolf eyes in the cold darkness...
@cameliablue
That was beautiful 😭😭
I'm the same
Lost
Forever.......
Not that I have anyone to stop me from tearing myself to pieces I just have to bandage my wounds and carry on like nothing is happening just like society wants
