My self steam is really low.
I think I have achienved many good things lately, still, I am at a point where I feel like crap, I am so sick of trying to appeal to women, if I get rejected I feel like a complete idiot, a failure and my depression keeps getting worse and worse.
My plan was to do a life plan, but I cant stop procrastinating, and I keep procrastinating on working, and keep dreaming away and living in fantasy land, I havent even tried to apply for a job, or work, I am managing to make some friends at the place where I play the violin I think... but loneliness hurts so much... I managed to practice more this week with my violin which it helped me as a distraction...
oh man this hurts so much... and my trust for women is all broken, and I am just in despair, and keep thinking I cant achieved anything in life...
@okeyyyy
Hi there,
I'm sorry to hear that you're getting rejected by women and this is affecting you alot. However you need to remember that one day you will find someone who will love you. A few tips to boast your self esteem are give yourself a challenge so that your mind is focused on something, be kind to yourself by not comparing yourself to others and perhaps start a journal where you write down the negative thoughts and challenge them and really think about those thoughts. Sometimes they can be unrealistic thoughts. If you need more advice, please message me
However, if this is getting worse, please seek professional help. They can help you.
@loveyourself90 Thanks a lot , I apreciate a lot the advice. I will try to keep a journal in this site, so people can give me feed back, and thanks for the offer of listening to me.
@okeyyyy While it's important to remind yourself that you Are worthy, that thought doesn't come from nothing. I would try to do things that will make me confident as well!
@SecondIntelligentWorld Thanks, I will try to remember that 
I am sorry that you feel this way.
@ambitiousTalker2046 Thanks