Need Help Diagnosing Please.

Apologises if this is in the wrong forum section I just need some help. About a month and a half ago I started looking into my mental health because I always felt not quite right. After looking in to many different things I ended up confusing myself.

https://www.7cups.com/forum/DepressionSupportCommunity_52/DepressionGeneralthreads_30/IDontKnowHowIFeel_70501/

Until more recently I took a step back and look into depression, every depression test I do online comes back with severe depression (NHS, phq-9, psychology website s, 7cups etc.) And the other things I feel (the link) could simply be symptoms of depression. Seeing a therapist would be very difficult where I live. So I need someone else's input who knows about depression so I can be sure of myself and not just self diagnosing. Thank you