New heart but it's broken
In a year, I was married, had a heart & kidney transplant and lost my Dad.
Yes that's my opener. I don't know what to say, well I do, but I don't know how to start off. I found this site hoping I could talk to someone thru chat and the last 6x (back to back) it doesn't connect. In don't want to email someone. I just wanted a quick chat to see if this was even what I wanted.
I feel jumbled and foggy in my head. I hurt. I laugh. I cry. I think of the future and my past. I had a great relationship with my Dad. I'm not sure what I'm hoping to get out of this, I was just looking for someone to talk to outside my circle.
@GReeNThumb422
You're going to be okay. I can't tell you when or how, but you're going to be because I believe in you, even if you don't.
@DalliFlower Thank you
@GReeNThumb422
You're not alone in your struggles. It was hard for me to get over my uncle's death, because he had always seemed so inpenetrable. Unstoppable. He'd had medical issues his whole life but he'd always survived them before. I knew he was dead, but it didn't really seem to register in my mind. I couldn't comprehend when he didn't visit on Christmas, or dad threw out their motorbikes.
Grief strikes hard.
You've been through an incredible amount of stuff in a year. You're right to find someone to talk to. You need a lot of support, compassion, and understanding....someone to listen and validate your feelings. I'm pretty new here, but I think this is a great site. Welcome!