One thing I feel sad about right now is....
How I've always tried to help people, and put myself second to everyone around me. Doing so, I've let a lot of negative people into my life, that have been bad influences on me. I've since developed a lot of bad habits, and become a social recluse. Because of all this I've neglected my own personal growth, slipped into a dark place in my mind and just comfortably stayed there. Breaking out of that place has turned into quite the difficult task that either leaves me emotionally/mentally drained, or I become strangely annoyed of and end up sliding back into where I feel most comfortable...
I am vividly aware of this, and that is what saddens me..
@Dygitalis
That's exactly where I am...so you're not alone mate. It has been a battle...but I have managed to keep on concentrating on the positive things in life. That's why I come here...and thank you for posting...you reminded me about a promise I made since coming onto 7Cups...I would wake each day and say aloud..."Todays a new day...and it's gonna be great"...I also realised needed to cut ties with so called friends...and replace my LONELY time with POSITIVE TIME...so I come on here...and play Candy Crush...each day can be easier to get through.
@Dygitalis sounds so much like me right now. Im so so looking forward to getting out of this situation
..who I am.
The fact that I dont mean anything to anyone everyones forgotten all about me
I constantly feel like Im not good enough.
I'll be on the same place next year, and nothing will change, things only will get worse, and that's all.
how I can't solve things out. No matter what I try, it's always the same
The way I feel alone even being married. The way my feelings are always made to sound childish rantings.
Too fat. Too ugly. Pathetic. Useless. Disgusting. I'm not enough for anything and anyone.
I understand how you feel for I
@darkenlotus I know how you feel. Sometimes it is really hard to deal with our self image. I hope you'll feel better.
Marriage
How my friends are enjoying their lives, have completed their colleges and now starting their careers and I'm here, stuck in this house full of bitterness, alone..
@Flynnko543 I'm going through the same emotions right now. I hope someday it will pass. And I hope you'll be feeling better soon.