One thing I feel sad about right now is....
finding out the one friend i thought would stay in my life...doen't want too. so, sying good bye inside myself.
If you had a friend who said they wanted to kill themsleves or self harm ,would you want to leave them behind? Yes I realize that is a tough thing to deal with ,but I don
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My boyfriend was cheating on me with his ex girlfriend. I know it wasn't physical because she lives in another state but it still hurts. And even though I forgive him. It's hard to trust now that I know he's willing to lie and hurt me.
@optimisticlady6
I can't even fathom what you are going through. But I do know one thing. That emotional cheating is the worst. It makes you doubt yourself. You yourself said that you can't trust him. Don't you think that it's better to stay away from those who are toxic to us. Sometimes you have to let go of people Eben the people you love the most. If he can cheat you emotional well then he is not worth your love and care and mental instability. It sure will hurt a lot initially but in the end it's better to pull yourself out from this toxicity as soon as you can. You deserve better. Think bout your happiness and do what makes you happy and gives you mental peace.
I am here for you. We are here for you.
I will never be called daughter again.
@teleah70
I'm so sorry about your loss. :( Sending healing, peace, and comfort.
I feel sad when I think about my future. It seems that no one will ever love me, I can
@FloraBaggins I'm so sorry to hear that your struggling with these feelings. I really hope things become easier and you're able to happily immerse yourself in all the things you've always wanted to do. And if not, I hope the guilt reduces and you have the strength to deal with it one day at a time (I assume you're already doing this, in that case, you're a fighter) I know my words may not have any impact - but they are sincere!
@FloraBaggins
You just described my life to the T and its a little unnerving at how similar our lives are, yet I feel so so much relief that I'm not the only one feeling so stuck and unmotivated in life.
I don't have much tips or tricks to give, but I understand exactly what you're going through. I know I want to change something about my life, and I hope we can find that something. If you want to keep in touch to just talk about life and maybe track our progress, my chat box is always open!
@FloraBaggins hey! Stop touching your mobile and try to go out as more as possible, even alone. Don't hesitate to talk to strangers. Take some fresh air. Instead of playing games try to read more.
That I have a really great time over the weekend just for it all to be ruined by my older brother who feels compelled to yet at the rest of the family when all we're trying to do is help disciplining a child.
I finally got my own place where I had control over if there was heat during winter and knew i had control over whether i would stay here. I've always lived out of boxes. Now I have to move because of an individual.
... one of two people I see/speak to on a daily basis talks over me constantly. And I cant do anything about it. Its not a matter of IF I snap, its WHEN.
I don
@Plantonadesk
I am really sorry to hear that you are stuggling with these feelings. I have been there and it doesn't feel good. I hope you find the validation that you need, that you are, in fact, important and loved.
<3
@Plantonadesk
I relate to this so much. For me, it is like being invisible. No one would notice if I disappeared. And people wonder why I feel so angry when they claim they love me like family and then don't treat me that way. People wonder why I'm angry when I keep letting them in and making that same mistake of actually believing they care. They don't care. Everyone is too wrapped up in their own lives to care about someone who isn't family or best friend.
@Plantonadesk I feel like this all the time.
