One thing I feel sad about right now is....

My church family and I found out that one of our trusted friends, who was a former student leader/employee of the church, has been sexually harassing girls from his high school since for multiple years. As a sexual abuse survivor, I am saddened to have found out about this. As his (former?) friend, I am shocked and hope that he receives the right treatment and support to change for the better.

My dog is pretty sick right now because she ate something bad when we were out walking :(

Shell be better in no time but I hate her feeling sick <3

That my day didn't go well. I am sad I failed to go to my exam.

I currently have no support groups or therapy to get a boost from. I'm stuck in this cycle of my sleep schedule being almost nocturnal now. I want to change. I want to feel motivated again to do the things necessary to improve my life. I want to be able to be consistent. I want to feel like my life has some purpose and I have some sort of value. I want to feel driven to do things, like I can create positive change for myself, but I'm stuck. I don't feel the motivation. I feel powerless. I feel hopeless. I feel sad.

I took out my anger on my best friend. A friend who has been there for me for so long. She has no idea about my depression or trauma. But in the most of my episode I said some things.. I apologized but heard nothing from her. I think I just lost my one and only true friend. Again I just push ppl away and i don't know what else to do.

One thing I feel sad about it being stuck where I am and not being able to help the person I love because I'm stuck.

I feel sad about being so alone, I wish I had someone to talk to but, as I'm at uni, my family is miles away and my closest friend has gone to stay with her boyfriend.

Because all my friends stopped getting on :'(... I hate how ppl move on, on this site and I'm still stuck here unable to...

... life.

The person Ive turned out to be