One thing I feel sad about right now is....
My failed relationship. With a 2yr old and another child due in a couple of months, no job, no place to live, and no money to my name, I wish this relationship would just hang on. But a part of me knows it needs to end. But I feel like a failure. And my heart is gasping for air at this point. Everyday from here on out is going to be a battle and I'm not ready for war💔💔💔
My broken relationship with my family of origin. So much has happened over the past two years and it has revealed to me the true characters of the people in my life. It still hurts but I am learning some profound lessons and I'm maturing and moving towards self-love and Self-leadership. I'm no longer using people as a crutch for my joy, it's mine and I savour it with or without anyone. Some days are harder than others but I believe that I am better off outgrowing unhelpful thoughts and behaviours.
I have all this anxiety about my life and my future and I'm really introverted so the only real person I can confide in is my mom, but whenever I try to open up to it she either makes light of it and blows me off or gets mad at me. She said I was just saying it to tick her off.
A bit tired, lonely, and worried right now. Should probably get to sleep. Good night/day/whatever everyone :)
I have to stay home alone for the holidays because of work whole my family goes away on my favorite traditional family trip. I have no one to spend the holidays with and this is the first time In 18 years I won't be going... The only reason I make it through each year is to go on this one trip. It is the one thing most precious to me and now it was takin away...
@thoughtfulYard5068
I happen to have a cyclical depression that "peaks" in July. Nothing like being depressed when the sun is shining and life is good for everyone else. Each year for the past 9 years I've been invited to participate in a very fun, very entertaining, very friend oriented event as a staff member. Staff starts meeting in January and they meet once a month until May, at the end of May the event happens and the staff spend so much time together that it is impossible for me to dwell in my depression. It has been one of the things I have looked forward to each year because it alway occurs at the beginning of my decline and because I've made a commitment, spending my time in my head just isn't an option. True it does end just prior to my "peak" but I've usually been invited back for the next year already. I was not invited back at the end of last year and so it didn't happen for me this year. I got to watch as those people who have been my good friends as they went off to staff meetings, campouts, planning sessions, the event itself and finally the follow up. My not being invited back was nothing personal, 1/3 of the staff needs to be new each year, so I was not the only long term staffer that wasn't invited back. But, it wasn't there for me to look forward to this year and so I had to muddle through my "peak" depression with nothing to look forward to. Being left behind or left out is really tough, but if I let it get to me, if I let the voices tell me that I was left behind because I'm no good or I'm not wanted, if I mope around because "they" didn't want me, if I get down because it's just unfair, then I'm making my situation harder than it has to be. So I didn't get to go, instead I had to find other things to fill the space. I ended up volunteering to work with youth. Easy? Nope. Fulfilling? Sorta. Did I manage to make it through my "peak" depression, yeah.
Look for a way you can help out. It's not the same as what you know and it's still gonna suck that you can't go with everyone else, but you just might find a way to make the life of one other person a bit brighter.
the friends and family that have left me..
I know if I let someone in and I tell them how messed up i am they'll push their selves away. Or if they do try and help they give up on me.
Hi
I feel very upset and sad about the way animals are put up with dangerous traffic when sleek roads/expressways are built next to or inside forests. I do long distance cycling and come across horrendous roadkills, mostly foxes, wild cats, deer, lizards and on one occassion a python. Human development seems to be the death knell for wild life.
loving someone and not feeling his love in return.
@MissGwenD Same, her instead of him for me though... :/
Hi,
I'm new to this but I'll give it a shot. One thing I'm sad about right now is that I don't speak my mind when something is wrong, I just hold it in..
@Anonymously007
Always know that we are here for you buddy! There is no use in keeping it inside talking to people can do a great help! Hope you have a great day🙂
@blueZebra6177
I can't talk to anyone.. I'm new on here and don't know anyone and I can't talk to the one I love because it always starts a fight.
@Anonymously007
You don't have to know someone, browse a listener and just tell him/her how you feel, it is easier sometimes when you talk to someone who you don't know him/her and she/he doesn't so just know they never judge, feel free to open upp! I would have told you to come to me but I am currently taking a break but there other
Keep smiling, I hope things get better soon <3