One thing I feel sad about right now is....

I feel sad that my husband acts like he hates me

That no one likes me and I'll always be alone.

Sorry rant alert -

I'm 42, divorced, have minimal contact with my 5 year old son, deep in debt, on shaky ground at work, no retirement plan, back in my parents' basement, overweight, under motivated, single and tired of looking, been through more medications, therapies, groups and desperate attempts to feel better than I can count.

What I want to say makes me sad right now though is that many times the therapeutic examples for changing our thoughts focus on people who are scared others hate them or who don't like the way they look.

I've got a life in full melt down - learning to ignore zits and hurtful comments isn't going to cut it.

I feel sad that everyone in my life is going to change, that I know they are just temporary in my life. I feel sad that no one cares about me anymore. They never thought of me. I feel sad that I'm gonna be alone forever and no one likes me.

I feel sad that my best friend is quitting gymnastics. She is my only true friend and I don

Stressed about contacting a family member and if this will end badly or not.

I feel sad that I can't wake up on a morning at the moment and look forward to the day ahead. Everything I do is done through exhaustion and just a willingness to get through the day.

My murder and the loneliness that prevents me to talk about it. The beauty of the world that I can not enjoy, the nature that makes me suffer. My guilt, my punishment for that sin. The happiness of the people that I can never be a part of. My dreams that will always remain as a dream. I feel sad about everything, the life itself makes me suffer. Which life though? I'm dead already.

I am tired and feel like giving up.

One thing I feel sad about right now is my inability to Finnish my thesis or work on it in general.