One thing I feel sad about right now is....
I feel sad, because my aunt was sectioned yesterday, she called me asking for help and there was nothing I could do to help her. When she called back, I gave the phone to my sister because I didnt know what to say to her; I juat feel so useless, and selfish, and pointless. And I just dont know what the point of caring about people is if I cant do anything to help them. But I dont know how to stop caring. I wish I could. I really wish I could.
One thing I feel sad about is I have been on a 2hour car ride and the whole time I just thought of ways of committing suicide.
My friend sent me a very terse text message, which means she's either extremely mad at me or extremely sick of me. I think we are having our first fight since we met and it saddens me because I think she is going to dump me as a friend. She is / was my only friend at college and the mere thought of losing her is crushing me. This morning I wanted nothing more than to kill myself. The world is better without me and I feel that no one will miss me. I always seem to be a burden to people.
I work 6 days a week on night shift and saturdy is my off day witch i spend staying up alone; so I'm sad that I'm loneley:(
I'm missing my girl. You were the one.
I hate that I feel the need to feel love so much. Everyone always ends up leaving. I dont know why Im not good enough. No one I love loves me back
@braveApple1109
That hits home hard. I know how you feel. You deserve love, and you shouldn't feel guilty for that. Don't let other people's leaving discourage you. If they leave, it's their loss. I'm sure you're an amazing person with lots to offer. So long as you love this community, we will love you back. Best of luck to you
@braveApple1109
I understand how you feel because I am feeling that way. In addition to that though, there's this emptiness, a void I feel. I feel like I'm missing something. I know it's because I am unhappy of my current status in life. And it feels like I'm the only who can pick myself up and/or solve this issue, of unhappiness I feel. I haven't found the solution, yet I think ...But at this moment, I am listening to music I enjoy, surrounding myself with smalls tasks, I can do. I don't feel more loved. But I feel less inclined to think about what I'm missing or don't have. I hope that helps. {{{hugs}}}
Im annoying.
@Nieves
*hugs* I don't think you're annoying
I was taken out of the group chat because I "ruined" it they said. I lost more friends and I am scared I will lose another. Or maybe I already did. Trust? How do I feel better? I know others are having more difficult times but I'm having such a hard time continuing my day. There's more but it says 1 thing.
@AdekemiHadouken
Hey an reallly sorry your are probably going through a hard time now idk what happened during the group chat but hey let us get back and you can discuss it there not haveing friends that trust you? I know it is annoying but you are stronger than you think buddy!!
Hugss<3
@blueZebra6177 I'm thankful for this even though it took me this long to see it. I still don't know how this works exactly. Thank you for hugs.
Dealing with home repairs and a bug infestation :(
So I text him again, sent him more than one text and now this time it is clear it is over. He will not text again. It makes me sad and disappointed that I will miss out on a great guy like him. Why couldn't he just tell me he wasn;t interested from the start.