One thing I feel sad about right now is....
I had hope for the first time in years. That the future was going to be brighter. That someone thought I was worth fighting for, that I was good enough. Only to have that hope smashed when they turned away from me to choose others over me. Further confirmation that I will never be enough for anyone. I will never be anyone's one and only.
I can't do this anymore 🙁
@imaginativeFig1818 : Me either...
@ScarlettFeline it's just garbage isn't it? I really don't want to be here anymore but I'm too much of a coward to do anything about it x
@imaginativeFig1818 : exactly my thoughts. Every night I look at the sky and think, I don't want to be here anymore, I want out. And every day I wish I hadn't woken up.
How long is a person expected to live like that? And yet when someone finally gives up, people call it selfish. Who's more selfish, the one who set themself free or the ones who expect them to live in misery forever...
@ScarlettFeline it's horrible. The only thing keeping me here at the moment is my son as soon as he is settled, happy, content and I know he'll be ok I'm done! He's 18 at the moment so just got to try & cope for the next 10yrs maximum x
@imaginativeFig1818 One day at a time. At least you have your son. Hold on to anything that puts one foot in front of the other for as long as you have to keep going. No matter how small or how big, hold on to anything that might make the weight of this life feel a bit lighter.
I have no children so I can not relate to that aspect personally. I lost my best friend to suicide January 4, 2017. Every time I think of him or see old messages, all I can think is, I want to go with you... I hate what he did, leaving me here alone... but I'm envious as well.
Is my foolishness
I destroyed a relationship with my soulmate.
@SilentCyanide, I feel your pain. I did too.
Disappointing my family
I can't fight this feeling that I'm wasting my life away. I should be doing more. I have a good life, loving family, friends who try and understand what I feel, and it still isn't enough. I still have one week off before I go back to work and I could do ANYTHING. But nothing excites me. I don't have the energy to leave home. So I stay here doing the same pointless things.
@discreetWest1114 hey
go travelling to some place u love .do something u love but important thing is travell to some place or town near to u if u can't effort the costes of travelling .l feel u but u should go travelling before work .
just life in general i guess? i always either feel overwhelmed with anxiety and cant function because of it, or i dont care about anything and everything feels pointless and that makes me unable to function.
i basically get to either be emotionally incapacitated or be emotionally incapacitated. 0/10 would not recommend
Did we make the right decision? I'm not sure what to feel, but my heart hurts.
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I had a fight with my boyfriend. I did not use the right words. He was teaching me something, but I could not get it quickly. Therefore, I reacted so bad, even though he was trying to help me. I have to learn to control my impulsiveness. Emotional intelligence :( @Alyssa84
I broke a friendship like it seems I always do. People then think Im overreacting about it and all I can do is be lucky to get out of bed. Havent eaten in a while but dont feel hungry.
@Trirunner0721 In the same boat right now... It's been four days and I haven't had a bite, but the thought of food is nauseating. All I want is my best friend back, but he's done with me and there's nothing I can do to fix it.
@ScarlettFeline that
Hey @ScarlettFeline
if he doesn't want to fix thing together dear eat &sleep bc he either eat &sleep so don't feel guilty about what l should l do to fix thing togther live ur life l will tell is not easy u will feel sad but u will overcome this hurt feeling l hope he back but if he didn't back pls don't be so sad .
Hey @Trirunner0721
foucs it not ur fault what people think .this is life everything can happen so don't feel guilty about it .the last thing u want is turn on urself u too by not eating ...etc .go with people who arenot blame u .
