One thing I feel sad about right now is....
To be honest, sadness is not the feeling i connect with depression. Sadness sucks but depression is at a higher caliber. The feelings that often cross my mind are hopelessness, irritation and at some level sadness. These feelings combined is a living nightmare with no end. I feel them nonstop, even when doing things i love. The darkness just pulls me down at any moment.
Hope you're feeling better...
Knowing my bad decisions hurt my kids, probably forever. I left my husband and broke my family apart. I destroyed their security and lost precious time I can never get back. I am horrible and deserve to be miserable the rest of my life, I would do anything to undo the hurt I caused people that should have trusted me more than anybody.
@Nicole1968 I think admitting to it is a big step. It will not be the same, but I don't think there are no second chances in life. Worry about your children first. They proably need you a lot.
@Nicole1968 I'm just assuming you have children becasue you mentioned family. But whatever it is, you can talk here. Thing will dilute and get better.
I'm sad because I don't think I will ever find a place where either I or my talents are valued. I have no place wxcept within my own heart.
Knowing I let me depression get so much worse. I really should
Really no place for me on this planet. I will never be valued nor loved. I sbould never have been born.
@SpruceRaven
you wanna talk ?
@BobMarley29 Hey thanks. That's really nice of you. I have alot going on offsite so haven't been here. Maybe when I get back ...??
Thank you for connecting. Hope all is well with you. 🖐🖐🖐
I don't have any friends...and I feel lonely all the time
feeling like everything is just getting worse and worse and not having anyone to turn to for help.
Sad about many things! SAD should be a crew
@Laura
Things just not working out, loosing money on stupid things
@nakedsky91
cool
One of my mental scars left from my depression and anxiety is social anxiety... today I went to hangout with one of my friends and all I could think about was what I was gonna say and what I was gonna do and how I should act etc. I get such anxiety when I know Im gonna see one of my friends,I just want to be like I was before..I wish seeing friends didnt give me such anxiety