One thing I feel sad about right now is....
I'm a terrible teacher who can't do anything right. I fail at everything I do and my students hate me. I work 70 hours a week and even then I can't get anything right. I just wish I was better, for the pupils sake.
I think I
Missing my mom and how she spoiled my daughter on her birthday
I'm missing my past self. How simply I could enjoy life. Depersonalization has stripped me of my passions and identity, and I'm just not sure what to do at the moment..
Sometimes I still long for that loving relationship I never really had with my parents.Even though I am an adult woman it still hurts me today.
The fact that I will always be alone and its impossible for me to ever have the companionship i long for that ive never had that no cute woman finds me attractive that im seen as ugly disgusting pathetic worthless or simply negligible not worth thinking about im a cipher IM ZILCH ZERO NOTHING im unloved and dying from the most severe loneliness and debilitating depression i hate this life so much even people here on 7cups remind me of how undesirable and unattractive i am cuz there just is no hope for me im in exile i just need to disappear out of existence
@hollowman84
when I was used by men as a disposable object and thought I was doomed to be only an object for men, I wondered why me? Why am I so debased in men's eyes? And I was helped to understand that they only responded to the way I was considering myself. I thought my low self-esteem came from their actions, but in fact I had had those feelings for a long time and they simply detected the easy catch. The way I considered myself triggered their actions, not the reverse.
Once I started working on the problem, I couldn't find anybody. I didn't want the disposers anymore, and I was like a construction site, no takers. But it happened one day that I met another construction site and we built together, with the peaks and troughs of every project.
Aime toi, le ciel t aimera!
@considerateTree2184
I love this! -->> "Love yourself and Heaven will love you (in return)." 💝🎼
Im gaining weight because Im stressed and stress eating and Im getting an iud soon and Im afraid Ill gain more
@Kristentries89
So do I. I try cooking low IG to change my relation to food. Not completely effective so far, but encouraging. I went to eating disorders but the first posts were about anorexia so I didn't post.
I have sleep apnea d/t a deviated septum, which means I stop breathing while I'm asleep. Brain cells and bloos ceals alike die whem rhis happens apparently.....and I notice i may be losing my memory and ability to rhink creatively.
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As well as my ability to TYPE apparently! Lol😄🙃😄🤷
I can't get myself out of bed and I need to get to uni to work on my coursework that's due in in a couple of days.