One thing I feel sad about right now is....
My sister is addicted to heroin and oxys. She overdosed for the second time last friday. Her actions and decisions have ripped our family apart more than once and have broken our hearts more times than I can count. I dont know how to treat her and I dont understand why she does the things she does.
@Leapbaby625
I suggest trying alanon
@Leapbaby625 I second therapy or alanon. Alot of times people develop addictions because of underlying psychological issues that they struggle with that are unaddressed. Addictions are often ways for people to deal with things that they're struggling with and give someone a temporary relief or escape from problems that they are having. It is common for family members of the addicted person to develop depression or anxiety due to the other family member's behavior. It is also very common for family members of an addict to have a hard time dealing with the addicted family member. I would suggest either going to therapy or joining a support group like Al-Anon that can help you first deal with your own feelings about your sister so that you can have peace in your own life. Once you yourself are healed, this can also allow you to have the ability to help her or other family members in a healthy way if she/they ever needs it. A therapist can teach you ways of dealing with the feelings that come along with having an addicted family member so that you are able to deal with that person in a healthy way and can live your life in peace. An addict usually will not change unless they want to, so it is important for both you and your family to get help during this rough period in your lives. I wish you and your family members the best and pray for your healing and well being.
@Leapbaby625 I just also want to mention that your sister will need professional help to overcome her addiction and that this is a very complicated issue that you or your family cannot solve for her. I really wish you the best of luck during this hard time. ❤
@impartialCar5809
thank you for your kind words. I am seeing a counselor and she has been incredibly helpful, teaching me ways to deal with my depression caused by my sisters substance abuse. Im just not sure if my sister wants help to get clean. She flip flops, wanting rehab one day to going to her user boyfriend and lying to my parents the next. It is so incredibly hard to see her destroying her life and not being able to do anything other than just watch. It really really hurts.
Living in one of the worst cities in America for the opiate crisis. One out of every three people I've met so far wants to get me hooked on dope.
@WastingWindows Please for your own sake don't touch it. It is very easy to become addicted to. I am not a doctor but have seen this problem with people in my own life and it really does destroy lives. Probably a good idea to stay away from people in your life that do take them and get some healthy friends that don't associate with that sort of thing. ( not saying you don't have them already! :) There's a saying that we become the five people who are closest to us. I think that's probably a pretty good rule of thumb for dealing with this type of situation.
I was just diagnosed with endometriosis.
@lovingthegrl So sorry to hear about your diagnosis. If you need to talk further I am here to help. Make sure to get alot of supportive people around you right now while you're going through this hard time. ❤
My ex of 9 years is gone and it's been really close to 3 months since he left. I'm unmotivated and broken
@blueSky877 Have you tried therapy or a support group? People often develop depression along with grieving when going through a big life change or loss. I am so sorry you are having a difficult time. Lack of motivation can often be a big indicator of depression. I would suggest seeing your doctor or therapist to see if you might need some additional help until you heal from this situation. Wishing you the best and I am here if you ever need someone to talk to. ❤
Not being able to sleep well for the consecutive nights. 
Not having someone to talk to in person.
Future
Feeling lonely and lost i don't know what exactly is wrong with me or how should i put it but i feel empty , lonely , confused , depressed 
neither my boyfriend or I are happy with each other right now
My relationship is being strained with my boyfriend because of my anxiety and depression, which he doesn't have, and doesn't understand. I feel like a burden. And I need to fix myself before I loose him my daughter looses a father and I lose my step daughter