One thing I feel sad about right now is....

Getting a divorce

being compelling) completely and totally alone and feeling like a failure.

My lack of motivation

Not living near any friends

Watch my Brother hurt mentally and know I can do nothing to help ease it.

My mom. I'm about to graduate from college and the last year or so has been difficult for us both. It was always just her and I since my dad died and when I left for school I think she felt sort of hollow. My boyfriend's uncle lived with her as a room mate, but he drank himself to death and died on the kitchen floor. She discovered him there and hasn't been right since. She quit her job because of physical and mental health and is now very active in her local church. But I'm worried she's being brai washed because the educated, compassionate, and skeptical woman I always looked up to is now citing the Bible for reasons why evolution doesn't exist and animals don't have souls because only people do and she can't believe why I don't know that.

I'm sad because I think it's time for me to take care of her and my depression is so heavy right now I'm having a hard time taking care of myself.

A breakup. I'm staying friends with my boyfriend because he's my best friend, and he didn't do anything to hurt me. We're doing okay that way, but he's still kinda flirty with me, which is okay, but it makes me think about our relationship. I just want it back.

My lack of compromise with myself. I

Gender dysphoria

How easy I am to forget