One thing I feel sad about right now is....
not being able to reach out to as many people as i should
That my oldest child is graduating college and my youngest is graduating high school - have probably spent too much focus on my kids for 21 years and a little nervous about what my future will be without the daily pull by my kids.
The thing that makes me sad is loneliness. Sometimes I get so overwhelmed with the loneliness that I start to slack off in other parts of my life. I try to stay focus on the end goal, but when you really feel like you have no friends and no one cares about you. Sometimes it is hard. I understand that everyone is going through things in his or her life, but I feel like I am used a lot of the time. Just someone for someone to listen to then discards when he or she does not need anything.
Also, I am at that point in my life that a lot of people around me are married with kids. I don't have kids nor am I married. I don't even have a boyfriend. I want one, but not at the expense of my happiness...however lately I seem to be unhappy regardless and having someone would feel better than not having anyone at all. I try to keep my spirits up, but sometimes it is hard.
I remember telling someone that people are more afraid of being alone than being unhappy. It's understandable...
@Blazeyblur
You deserve a boyfriend who will love you and share a good, happy life with you in which you never have to be alone. Often we look towards outside than us for fulfilment. Please understand and love yourself first. It will the most difficult thing you would do but the best for you as well. Rest things will work out. Trust the universe. May god bless you dear one.
One thing I am sad about right now, is life. I dont want to be here, but i dont want to let down my friends and family. I dont want them to see me dead. But i dont want to suffer living.
I guess I am caught between two things. It sadens me that death is an option.
@DeadlyVirus Have you told your family how you feel? No parents want to outlive their children it would devastate them. Please take care of you because you derserve to live and thrive.
Someone in my family has pasted the I was realy close to
Not being able to make a good connection with people, in person and online. And how much my depression is controlling my life.
My life, I hate my life so much.
i haven't been able to speak to the people i love most today. it's no ones fault, we're just busy. but it still makes me sad
Nobody calls me. I feel like if I get sick or something happens to me, no one would check on me or offer to help.
@Daydreamer47
I have come to find that before asking for love and attention, we must gift them to ourselves... Then... Extend that to others.. Its ok.. To feel sad.. Every human on planet is sad... Your not alone
@generousBlackberry3423 ok. I respect your opinion, but there's nothing wrong with asking for love and attention from friends.
My boyfriend admitted to cheating
